Clearing Up "Clarity"

Here's something I wrote a few years ago after some people in the JMMA Yahoo Group asked some questions about specific parts of the "Clarity" lyrics. I was reminded of this when a conversation with someone led me to share it with them. Hope you like it. :)

Clearing Up "Clarity"
by Rob (JMMA)

I should start by saying I didn't care for "Clarity" the first time I heard it. It was such a departure from what I was used to from John, and I didn't think the horns worked with John's music. Of course, they DO work (wonderfully!) and it was my own resistance to John's evolving as a songwriter that was the problem. Slowly I began to like parts of the song – like the way the guitars jump in just before he sings "And I will wait to find…" It's such a simple guitar phrase, but gorgeous in its simplicity. So I started to look forward to that part of the song. Then I started to like the three-string chords John uses to frame the song. Then I started to like the
horns. Then the piano in the beginning, etc., etc. The song completely grew on me. And I'd have to say it's the one song on "Heavier Things" that hasn't peaked for me. It still gets better
each time I hear it.

I think of "Clarity" like I think of poems by Ezra Pound or TS Elliot – it's not going to appeal to the masses (as true art never will), but for anyone who's willing to put some effort into REALLY
listening to it, they're going to start to understand the greatness of it.

Okay, on to what the song means to me. I somewhat agree with the suggestion of others here on the boards that "Clarity" is about John worrying about whether his celebrity will last. But that's just the beginning. I think what he's really saying in "Clarity" is that any time we spend worrying about how long something will last takes away from the moment at hand to be enjoyed. ("By the time I recognize this moment / This moment will be gone.") That can apply to his celebrity status, as suggested, or to a relationship that is going well, which I think is John's main subject in the song.

But the BRILLIANT thing about "Clarity" is how John will negate the previous statement with the next statement, showing his struggle to accept the concept he himself knows to be true. Yes, he realizes the moment is gone, but that doesn't stop him from going back and trying to recapture the happiness he SHOULD have felt when instead he was wondering how long the moment would last. I love the line, "But I will bend the light / Pretending that it somehow lingers on." "Bending light" is a Newton/Einstein theory about how time slows when light passes by a gravitational pull, and John's reference means he's trying to slow down the moment so he can enjoy it. Absolutely freakin' brilliant.

He goes back and forth like this throughout the song. He's scared, worrying how long any given moment will last. He thinks up a million scenarios that could ruin his moment ("I throw my fear around"). But then for no explainable reason, he feels calm. The brilliance of the ACTUAL moment (the "diamond") comes shining through for him, melting away the false brilliance (the "rock candy," which looks like diamonds but lacks the essence) that lies in the hope that the moment will last forever.

And even though he knows the moment WON'T last forever, that the moment CAN'T last forever, he can't help asking himself if it will. The first time I heard "Clarity" I thought it was redundant for John to repeat the line, "And I will wait to find / If this will last forever." He sings it consecutively, and I thought, "Couldn't he have come up with a different lyric?" But stupid me – I didn't realize that he was putting in words the feeling of waiting… and waiting. Again, brilliant on his part. Not so brilliant on mine. 8)

He asks himself if there was even a second of time that he lived in and enjoyed the moment. Or did he simply move on ("sail through") through the moment, failing to stop ("drop my anchor down") and experience it because he was worried about how long it would last. He regrets that there wasn't a moment that he simply said, "I'm here, she's here… THAT'S what matters. Not whether we'll be here a week, a month, a year from now." (John gives us a similar message in "St. Patrick's Day." "If I can just get through December, January, and February, perhaps…") Next thing you know, he's wasted the afternoon reflecting on things he should have enjoyed in June. Hmm, I wonder if she thinks about it, too? ("How `bout you?")

Again, I think the brilliance of the song lies in the struggle John has of accepting what he knows to be true. When you think about it, can we really just STOP worrying? No. We can realize it does us no good, but it's impossible to stop altogether. But there's no doubt we'd be living more fully if we COULD stop worrying about future problems ("rainy weather") and get on with enjoying the moment at hand.

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John Mayer L-O-V-E : PAY IT FORWARD!

Myspacers, think about how many Myspace friends you have as a result of John Mayer's music. Tons, right?

Show them how much you care by posting the graphic below in their Comment Section. Then see how many YOU get in return!

Share the Mayer love today! :)



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If you missed the MayerCraft, check out these pics!

I don't know about everyone else who missed the MayerCraft, but one of the things I was most disappointed about was not being able to bump into a bunch of people that I'd recognize by face from the JMMA Group. Well, in a strange, small way, I feel a little better about this because of the photographs here:

http://www.willbyington.com/mayercraft/

I literally felt like the Romper Room lady with her magnifying glass. "I see Jaime, and Sue, and Stephie, and Jen, and Jay..." And the funny thing is, I'm not pulling names out of my crack! I really SAW those people in the pics! So check them out. It might be therapeutic.

~ r

"Good Love Is On The Way" Cover by Soulajar added to JMMA!

We've added a GREAT cover of "Good Love Is On The Way" by Soulajar to the JMMA music player. Be sure to check it out and add them as a friend! (Soulajar's Myspace page has been added to our "Top Friends" list.)

Also, if you like what you hear, you can pick up their debut CD on iTunes or here:

Soulajar's Self-Titled Debut EP

Be sure to let us know what you think of "Good Love Is On The Way" in our Comment Section.

xox,
~ Rob

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A "Moment of Truth" with John?

Tuesday's Mayer "Mystery Bag" topic was: If John were strapped to a chair and connected to a lie detector ala "Moment of Truth," what's the ONE question you would ask him?

We had quite a few responses in the JMMA comment section... some funny, some serious, and some downright scary! Be sure to check them out...

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xox,
~ Rob

Hey, JM Toolbar Users...

5. Where else can you find 3400 people that discuss nothing except John Mayer 24/7/365?

4. We have weekly giveaways where we'll send you a rare Mayer MP3 for participating at the Group.

3. JMMA features great John Mayer covers! A new cover is added each Friday.

2. You can't go to John's Myspace page without hearing that crappy, French rap music... so come to JMMA instead!

1. Only sucky Mayer fans don't add JMMA! ;P

Please add us at: www.myspace.com/jmmagroup

Thanks!

~ Rob

"Love Soon" by Jay Keni added to JMMA!

Check out "Love Soon," the first submission to JMMA from Jay Keni. It's available on the music player at www.myspace.com/jmmagroup. :)

If you or someone you know has a John Mayer cover that you think should be featured at JMMA, let me know.

xox,
~ Rob